NeRvOuS!?!?!

Here it goes again... the feeling of needing to rent here..
Been having this weird kinda feeling lately... Heart seem to have this weird pounds.. with butterfly in my stomach... worried... scared.. i dont even know what..
Well, just another weird feeling or instinct... Been busy lately with assignments and organization projects and stuff.... Gosh am happy being packed with stuff to the extend i got so dehydrated.. But then i will still find time to rest... hhahah
Hmm... Lately am slowly getting back to myself... Being the crazy kitty... Flirty and mad.... Well... The other funny thing is... Been in touch with few more of my EXes... Seems like EXes period now... Well... bad thing is they want me back but i dont feel for them... and i dont know how to tell them... Just go along pretending and avoiding....
Hmm... till now.. still have the urge to leave for a short holiday... Gosh am stuck with classes... Gosh Gosh....
Well... guess that my life is stuck till i am finally over with my studies... anyhow.... am okay with things now.. moving on very fine.... Although at times i still miss him but i know i dont love him anymore.... I guess that is something normal.. Memories of life that will be a part of me till the end...
My camp that i have been planning and working for with my committee is this weekend... Gosh.. I am so worried... Dont know why am no nervous... Afraid that i would leaving something behind and afraid that i wouldnt be as good as years before...
Pray for me people... Dont know why am i so worried... Never really been like this... hahahah.... Did i change?
Well... nothing much to say this time around... but just have the feeling of blogging... hahahhaha.. Talking to myself....
LiFe Is BeAuTiFuL!!!!