HaPpY hApPy BiRtHdAy To Me!!!

Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!

Here is another year!
Another year added into my numbers.
Another year Memories and experiences.
Another year of life!

This very year is the year where i have learnt to really embrace my own life. Being really thankful that i am born and still alive till today.

I am very thankful for such an amazing life. Amazing family. Amazing life partner. Amazing friends. Amazing everything!

As the clock touches 12am marking the 3rd of July. For the first time i sang myself a birthday song filled with love. It is really a great feeling when i am aware that i love myself.
And i thank the universe, my parents, alvin (my special life partner), my brother and all my friends.
It is with your love and support that i have grown so so so much. Grown to love myself. Grown to be the woman that i am. Grown to be wiser, smarter and everything that i am.

Last night in toastmasters, there were so many wishes and love. I enjoyed myself truly. Was an amazing night filled with laughters. Thank you all of you who are there. Thank you for sharing the night with me.

And Thank you love. Thank you for staying up just to be the first to wish me on the exact date and time. Thank so so much for loving me and sharing your life with me. Thank you so much. I love you!

And in a while the team is taking me out for lunch. That is so sweet of them. Thank you Team. I am very happy and glad to be in this team with all of you!

Tonight is gonna be a very funny night. My dear miss horse is planning something. She decided not to reveal anything to me but just to make sure i am available. Rumours been flying that there will be egg and flour smashing. There will be pie to pie me. God knows what are they up to. They means ms horse and non other than my lovely hubby who plays a part in plotting this with her... hmm...
I dont even know where, dont know who will be there, dont know what will happen except for the hints around.

Whatever happens, Thank you so much dear for sharing your love with me and taking the effort to celebrate my birthday with me.
Thank you for all of you who are attending tonight.
And thank you for all your birthday wishes! This is to everyone!

Thank you!

I love all of you!!!

i MiSs YoU!!!

I am turning 24 in a day time. Just the perfect time for reflection.
Wanted to sleep early but ended up looking back into the past. Browsing through my pals' blogs, capoeira websites and so on.
A nostalgic feeling overwhelmed me. I miss all of you so much.
Just very last year i took up capoeira & salsa but decided to stop due to laziness to travel down town and also timing.

Somehow, looking back into the pictures i miss my days. Roda and fun capoeira and salsa classes.
Missing AIESEC and my pals as well.
So many fond memories plays through.
Feeling like i have missed out so much.
They who are still there and active seems to be having so much fun.
I want to be a part of it too yet i feel like i am rather outcasted...
A feeling of wanting to belong to them again yet i am not sure if i am still a part of them...

I realized that lately i have been surrounding myself with mainly the money & you and toastmasters group of people and only the girls on sunday for yoga.
Yet there is so many more that i used to hang out with that i failed to keep in contact.
I miss capoeira, i miss salsa, i miss AIESEC...
I miss my friends... My dear pals...

I feel your importance within me. I miss you. I miss those days. I miss our times.
Somehow, failed attempts of catching ups seems to be the trend.
Busyness seems to be keeping us apart.

This feeling of distance is not a very nice feeling.
The feeling of missing you but feeling so outcasted is not very pleasant.
Maybe i should call you more often.
Somehow, i wish upon the stars that i will be able to still hang out with you.

Many ups and downs through the years. Many laughters and tears shed together.
You have carved a deep imprint in my heart.
And i thank every single one of you for being my friends through the years. Thank you for loving and supporting me and keeping me sane through the years.

Just want you to know despite the busyness, despite the distance, despite the difference, I MISS YOU!
I miss you so much and i do think of you.

Just want you to know that you are always remembered and cherished.
and I want you to know that I LOVE YOU!

Thank you very very much for being my friend. :)