i MiSs YoU!!!

I am turning 24 in a day time. Just the perfect time for reflection.
Wanted to sleep early but ended up looking back into the past. Browsing through my pals' blogs, capoeira websites and so on.
A nostalgic feeling overwhelmed me. I miss all of you so much.
Just very last year i took up capoeira & salsa but decided to stop due to laziness to travel down town and also timing.

Somehow, looking back into the pictures i miss my days. Roda and fun capoeira and salsa classes.
Missing AIESEC and my pals as well.
So many fond memories plays through.
Feeling like i have missed out so much.
They who are still there and active seems to be having so much fun.
I want to be a part of it too yet i feel like i am rather outcasted...
A feeling of wanting to belong to them again yet i am not sure if i am still a part of them...

I realized that lately i have been surrounding myself with mainly the money & you and toastmasters group of people and only the girls on sunday for yoga.
Yet there is so many more that i used to hang out with that i failed to keep in contact.
I miss capoeira, i miss salsa, i miss AIESEC...
I miss my friends... My dear pals...

I feel your importance within me. I miss you. I miss those days. I miss our times.
Somehow, failed attempts of catching ups seems to be the trend.
Busyness seems to be keeping us apart.

This feeling of distance is not a very nice feeling.
The feeling of missing you but feeling so outcasted is not very pleasant.
Maybe i should call you more often.
Somehow, i wish upon the stars that i will be able to still hang out with you.

Many ups and downs through the years. Many laughters and tears shed together.
You have carved a deep imprint in my heart.
And i thank every single one of you for being my friends through the years. Thank you for loving and supporting me and keeping me sane through the years.

Just want you to know despite the busyness, despite the distance, despite the difference, I MISS YOU!
I miss you so much and i do think of you.

Just want you to know that you are always remembered and cherished.
and I want you to know that I LOVE YOU!

Thank you very very much for being my friend. :)