A nEw Day!i!

late last night, was feeling very empty and kinda miss him... decided to sms and call him... met up with him for a beer... spend a night with him... seems rather funny... while sleeping am semiconsciously snugging up to him... but had no feeling at all leaving him this morning... just weird...
not knowing wheter i am all numb or i have let go.... matter of fact leaving feelingless towards him feels like a burden off... feels like am just simply okay.... feels like a new day!!
but i know... that i would never forget the times we had together.. something for me to cherish...
many things in life we might not realize, should be cherish too...
someone once told me this story...
a crippled boy with polio who always have to walk around with aid or help....
when asked what is his dream... he told that his dream is to be able to walk, just walk without aid or help for 20meters, only 20 meters...
think back... we are leaving his dream everyday... walking around freely.. living life as we want it.... but.. have we ever thought of our legs as a gift? grateful that we could walk?
told a friend this morning... some people are just simply lucky to be sheltered and protected from shits in life... but people who have been through shits learn more... although some allow themselves to be destroyed....
life is a perpetual learning process.... learn it.. live it.. enjoy it....