...nOtHiNg MuCh...

A bright sunny morning at downtowm KL... My very first day at courts... policemen, lawyers and people walking in out.. confused just looking at the busyness.... The KL court is like a maze... up and down, right and left just doesnt seems to connect but somehow could still find the way out.... Scary convicts staring... gets the gosebumps up...
Then gloomy afternoon back in office... change of weather gets me gloomy as well...
Figuring how to write a news from courts... copying from previous reports.... i wonder what do i learn today...
Havent been feeling well lately.. Mum insisted on a blood test... Asked him if he could accompany me as i dont wanna be alone.. am kinda afraid of the nurses draining blood from me...
and am also afraid if i am diagnose with some problems and so on.... Yet... no reply.....
Well... doesnt really matter anyway....
My mind has been working too much lately.. been thinking of some other guys... thinking of things that attracts me... yet... still they dont seems to be the one i want....
but at times i wonder.... am i thinking of someone else just to distract myself or it is just a usual moving on symptom...
hmm... life seems kinda slow lately... when i have plans.. man... yeah i... enjoy myself... but things seems mundane when there is no plans... but dont seems to make any plans... just wanna be at home... rest and chill....
Trying to get back myself... the one who is constantly filled with fun of life.... running here and there.....
heheheh.... shall live up to my life motto....
LiVe LiFe tO tHe FulLeSt!!!!!